sleep deprivation 101

the ordered chaos i thought mattered most has been scattered by the whirlwind of time.
breaking free of all the impossible rules i've enslaved myself with has opened the door to a world i always knew existed, but could never reach.
do i step with my right or my left? can there possibly be a difference?
blessed with the curse to trust first and ask questions later.
not everyone's programmed this way i know.
treasured moments locked away forever, one by one.
hold my hand and promise not to let go.